you attract who you are.

So ive noticed in my life i never really attract the beautiful girls that my roommates are always with. well thats because you attract the people that are like you. I am a worthless ugly nasty depressed shit head... well thats who i attract. thats who i am. and im trying to fix it. I really am. but its hard when you keep getting pushed down and thrown under the bus by your so called "freinds" they are kinda two faced. they tell you they will be their for you but then leave the second you need them. i guess im not meant to be happy or loved by somoene real its ok. i guess. im done rant over.