Why I do what i do.

Something that has helped me a lot in life when i was struggling the most was making movies. VLogs actually. Showing my life and what i did everyday helped me to stay positive and to actually be happy. Workin on and editing these vlog episodes made me smile and grow. but then i got a job where i couldnt vlog anymore. because of how much i worked and who i worked for i couldnt upload things to youtube. well i have been done with work for a two months now. and i havent started filming again. I need to start again. i want to but i just cant find the drive to start filming again. So im going back to why i started filming in the first place and who it was that got me started.