Why I do what i do.

Something that has helped me a lot in life when i was struggling the most was making movies. VLogs actually. Showing my life and what i did everyday helped me to stay positive and to actually be happy. Workin on and editing these vlog episodes made me smile and grow. but then i got a job where i couldnt vlog anymore. because of how much i worked and who i worked for i couldnt upload things to youtube. well i have been done with work for a two months now. and i havent started filming again. I need to start again. i want to but i just cant find the drive to start filming again. So im going back to why i started filming in the first place and who it was that got me started.

how far I have come

I like to take a look at where i was a year ago. I was going to school. i had met a few pretty girls but alas they all broke my heart. I was living in an apartment with some pretty cool roommates i was getting ready to go to some awesome concerts. i was still super sad because of getting my heart broken.

Now where am i at?? well i am married. sitting in my kitchen watching movies i made in the past. movies i made last year when i was really sad. it makes me feel the need to start filming again.
I havent had a really sad depressing day in quite a long time. that is always a plus!!! i love my life at the moment. i just need to film more netflix less